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made a new album "Celebrity Crush", felt like therapy.


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https://japan-four.bandcamp.com/album/celebrity-crush

 

 

Lyrics:

 

 

1. Conversation With Myself

you and i could kill ourselves together
we could drown each other in the lake
you and i could kill ourselves together...
what do you say

you and i could kill ourselves together
let our friends and family come to the wake
i need to get away from here...
i need to get away

they say to wait it out
but they don't know how i feel today
they say to wait it out
but they don't know jack shit anyway

so come on let's kill ourselves together
we could shoot each other in the face
so come on let's kill ourselves together...
what do you say

with or without you i am gone
i'm sick to death of getting dealt the things i have
i kept my chin up for so long
it fucking broke in half

that's where my head's at
 

2. Too Much Of A Good Thing

there's certain things i can't explain
there's certain people i can't face
there's certain names i just can't say
and certain thoughts i can't escape from like...

"she never loved you anyway"
she never loved me anyway
if she did we'd still share a bedroom
if she did she would have never moved

but she would say love like it's true
baby you got it confused...

cause you can't fall out once you fall in
so you never fell at all if you claim you did
cause love's forever and can't get old
it's too damn hot to feel this cold

life might be funny i guess
but i can't take the joke
if i could then i'd be laughing
if i could then i'd be good

i've learned too much of a good thing
is so much worse than it should be...

cause you're not inside our bedroom
cause you had to fucking move
you would say love like it's true
baby you got it confused

cause you can't fall out once you fall in
so you never fell at all like you'd claim you did
fuck us forever...
i'll die alone

3. Flight 180 (Where Is The Bomb?)

my heart's racing on this plane
i'll shake till we arrive
i've had more than i can take
tonight

but my flask is empty
so i need to fill up one more time
i hate the way you say my name
it tears me up inside

my heart rate's high i'm vulnerable
you're the pilot who has full control
please tell me that someone is armed
i wanna die where is the bomb

crash into the sea
drowning me
hold me down
gently squeeze

my thoughts are racing on this plane
i'll pray i don't arrive
cause i've had more than i can take
in one lifetime

my flask is empty
so i'm gonna fill it one more time
i fucking hate the way you say my name
you don't have the right

4. The One

you grew up wanting to be the one that got away
and thought you could from me
what a fucking mistake
sometimes that's all it takes

you can take that attitude to the locker room
dress out and go home

we only fuck on coke
what a stupid joke
i know i know

you can take that bucket list with the heroin and go through with it
get addicted and die - nobody would cry

you can take that attitude to the locker room
hit the showers dress out and go home now

you grew up wanting to be the one that got away
you thought you could from me
what a fucking mistake
sometimes that's all it takes

what a fucking mistake
i'm the one that got away
you thought it was you
till i laughed in your face

5. I Might Have Called You

i don't want to go anywhere but home
home where i'm at home / home where i'll crash
i don't want to know how your new life goes
i might have called you don't call me back
i was drunk off my ass / coke and whisky to match
so i was shit faced /  fucking smashed
cause i'd never call you sober and i hate you more than ever
and that's never gonna change / it's gonna be this way forever
just so you know /  i fucking hate you so bad
and i might have called you don't call me back

6. So Fuckin' Much

our bedroom's smaller by the day
the details come and go in a haze
your scent is on my tee shirt
who knew a smell could even hurt

i miss your cigarettes in my mouth
i miss us laying down on the couch
what a simple line but it's the simple lines
sometime that mean the most to us

and i miss you so fucking much

7. Bedroom Jam

we made love long before we ever fucked
and that's the saddest feeling ever
you fell first and just as i caught up
i learned we'd never fall together

endless summers spent crying on the phone
"come back baby god i miss you"
just to break up and go off on our own
"i can't help i got sick of you"

i miss the lake view from our bedroom
and the fact we shared a bedroom
i miss knowing how to smile
and the fact i used to smile

we don't talk the way we did before
we don't talk at all god dammit
i don't know what else to say anymore
you broke my heart as if you planned it

i don't think you're ever coming back
so you could die i wouldn't panic

i miss the lake view from our bedroom
and the fact we shared a bedroom
i miss knowing how to smile
and the fact i used to smile

8. Let It Go

each time you come back something happens and it all implodes
she's the one in my heart i met and needed most
each time i think you're here to stay that's when you go
it gets harder and harder to say no

it gets harder and harder to let go...

i try but trying is always pointless in the end
i don't want to picture your smile ever again
i know it's wrong to think of thoughts like this
but i hope you die you fucking bitch

i hate the smell and taste of it
i hate how meaningless this is
i hate that god let you exist
it gets harder and harder not to miss you kid


 

 

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