it is dark, but thats also what life is, theres much less ppl that r healthy at 90yo than the ones who are not, thats a fact
im not saying im gonna end my life now, i said it, i will when things go bad if they do go bad, i could die before that, i could die in a car accident
just because u dont want to face that this is life doesnt make it not so
i understand, its hard stuff to face, most ppl just stay in denial about it
but once u face it, ur better off after that and it makes u stronger and a better human being
it always make me think of that great lyric from that blink song
"I can't get my feet up off the edge
I kinda like the little rush you get
When you're standing close to death
Like when you're driving me crazy"
thats what life is, ur living on the edge always but u learn to just keep going so u can get try to get the most out of it instead of letting fear disabled u